Path, Beauty And Danger

Beauty sometimes deceives us. How? Keep reading  for the answer -

Sometimes I overdo some things that they went far beyond calling normal. I didn’t know a single day in the last 20 or 30 days where I hadn’t promised me to walk to what seems to be the right way inspite of to what seems to be the beautiful but dangerous. But see, I ended up being a man with disastrous mistakes which I swears not to do again and again everyday but I do them far beyond the state it will be called as a sensible human act. I haven’t even looked at what seems to be the right path and I hardly remembers the day when I walk on it last and now because of my mistakes I am on the second path, the path which has beauty but danger as well. Someone is diverting and taking me away although it pretends to be me; but it is  not exactly me but other one of me. Now, I am on a path which have both beauties and dangers. Beauty is over my head and attracting me so strongly that even the dangers lying down are undiscoverable to me at first. The path is taking sharp, and dangerous yet beautiful turns.  I am both in love and terror with it. The path is far more surprising than my thoughts can ever think of. Although it is the beauty that made me to fall in love with this path. And with that I experienced the only  particular fall in the world where you will feel happy to fall in. But the beauty is not strong enough to steal my attention completely forbidding me to look down. So, I often look down and feel vulnerable and terrified, and in those moments I thought of going to a safer path like the one I was on  previously but now it’s too late to even think of it. And when this whole scenario was going on I saw a cut in the path. The cut looks somewhat less dangerous and horrifying at first look but it has a signboard that presents a warning “No Way Back”. And this signboard is horrifying me more and more in this already frightening yet beautiful path. Now, I understand  that the whole path is a trap as it has already trapped my heart although my mind is still in my control yet terrified but this remains the only thing left that can help me in surviving in this terrified and full of danger yet beautiful path. As I saw no ray of hope and darkness ahead so I decided to stay at the junction of that path and wait for the god to enlighten me. And today in the night I listened a sound after a long time then a man I think the owner of that voice. He has a very bright pair of eyes. I looked in the eyes of that man and that bring me to the end of one of the paths. There I saw a place not less than what I imagined heaven would be. There I saw some man busy in their strange work. Then I saw a man with bald front head but long hairs at the back of his head, he has a beard which confuses me in categorizing whether short or long, lost in his thoughts. Then I saw the other one with black skin, having a very thick monstache,  suncken  cheeks with bones peeling out of them. Then I saw a third one and then fourth and in that way I found that in some way I know them. All they have in the name of the riches are the proses, hymns, novels or plays; pen in common. I glared at them and found them lost in their world that they are building around them although virtual. Hardly any of them looks happy but deep down they looked highly satisfied with what they are doing. Then the camera rolls on quickly like a video being fast forwarded. In between, the shots paused for some time and I think that this was something intentional from the God.  In between the paused shots I saw the dangers that lie in the path (although I am not sure that the path is ahead of that place or behind  of that place that I saw earlier). In the pauses I saw the path had darkness, echoing voices more frightening than  roar of the lion, yelling hungry people voices and complete dark places like a black hole although what defies these dangers is the continuous beauty lying although in a smaller fraction, it is the same beauty that had bought me to where I was. At last the camera stops rolling and it ended up at the same place where I was then, gazing at the two roads and thinking in a way to delay the decision - which path to choose or in fact which path to avoid. Then I look away from the rolling camera which was in fact are the bright eyes of  the God, just like the way the audience used to look at each other after the completion of film in the theatres. I requested the God to let me see the other path too which was either the one with sign board or the one with dangers and beauty all over, dangers lying down and beauty up. I hoped for the God to do as per I requested because he was so kind that he did it for the first time without even my request but instead he disappeared, as if he wanted to say me that this was the one time offer and you have already used it.

So, God left me there at that juncture where beauty had stolen my heart and dangers had shattered my mind and I have no sense of a way back and the paths ahead looks dangerous. I was afraid and confused equally in choosing the right path. Accidently I feels my stolen heart  pounding vigorously as if to tell me that you are not the only one here who is afraid like that. I decided to wait for the God to reappear and enlighten me of the right way. I waited for hours, days and then years until at last I lost my counting but I hadn’t seen him after that. Then, on one fine day I stand up from my place and take the boldest decision of my life and choose to go on the path with………

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