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In The Muse

In The Muse   The day used to be rough, though pleasant the nights.  That day, though, was different as he was in the labyr in th of a puzzled world of past, present and future; feeling worried, lost, and h el pless. That's the night he saw the ghost. A ghost from the past. When it had already become unbearable ,  towards the late in the night , so he was  restless, so couldn't help pacing around his big room like an impatient child, irritated by the little light coming by the window through the fog outside. Pacing he turned and turned once again, eventually he found him standing in front of the mirror screaming for no apparent reason - screaming just to listen how high he could scream without getting any answer or reaction, he even didn't know what he was expecting or whether he was expecting an answer at all. Just then the door in the wall - somewhere around - opened  hastily - because the haste was required in that case. Like a little ghost, a child wafted ou...

Once A Toxic Life

  A Retro Look At My   Toxic Life    Ah, ha, Er (wait a second the narrator is still preparing himself) [Ready] Welcome, ladies and gentleman in today's show. Today, I am going to give you a sneak peek into my so called  secret  private life. To begin with introduction, I am a very cool, very famous, young man (Can I still call me young?). Cool as for the time being at least, because most of the time I am pretty much fucked up, entangled in the tides of my own thoughts (No, don't get the wrong idea of Dual Personality Disorder).  By look I am pretty young. Very young. [Hey, audience is going to run away] Today, I am going to enlighten you on a very sensitive topic, about the darkness and the path to light. Just kidding. I am, as I said, just a fucked up young man, and today I am going to share with you my experience s  of a period when I was very toxic, and my life  was full of radioactive fuel. Let's rewind the clock to some two years . O K ...