The Time Of The End Light
Note - This blog is a snippet from my daily journals. Well, allow me to start from where I had ended last day – “Accept the Truth”; and the truth is that - I am terribly falling apart from my daily goals. Nothing new is happening, this is like - life has come to a halt. I am living in a world of imagination, completely unaware of my misery and the truth of my defeats, but as I switch to reality - a feeling of extreme guilt, sorrow and anger take over my head. This feeling is further intensifying my pathetic state making me feel even more miserable, eventually resulted in providing me a reason to switch back from reality to the world of imagination again. This is like the case with SCR: we can turn it ON with a gate voltage but to turn it off we have to apply a reverse blocking voltage otherwise it will continue to conduct no matter how much gate voltage you apply to it. Man, am I writing this here, Why. This is all because of this disgusting feeling of guilt. I am feeling the same ag...